my roller coaster called "life"

'm logged into this journal...just because. so ha

Fri, 03 Oct 2003 04:05:11 GMT

You are the Harbor Knight David. You shoulder a
blue lightsaber. You enjoy speaking German
while sitting in the Harbor Greenroom, eating
Coldstone strawberry ice cream with
strawberries.

Knights of the Old Harbor Republic
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My grandma:

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 18:47:28 GMT

Born: 2/14/25
Died: 10/1/03 8:48AM

guess who feels better?

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 07:42:54 GMT

okay, well I dont...but I dont feel as lost.
That's what friends are for:)
I'm so worn out though, I need some sleep.
...so, instead of that I'm off to switch places with Lauren, taking up the care of my gram.

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:
that word is love.

- Sophocles -

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 03:26:46 GMT

I'm watching old videos of me growing up...at one point my brother said:

"This is why you dont tease your little sister. She'll torture the shit out of ya. Then you cant drink more beer."-him
I was forcing him to pretend he was a pony. named Ola.
I love it.
Also I'd like to state: hot damn-I was one spoiled brat! and I do mean B-R-A-T!
I would never let Joe pick me up, I always ran to Ryan...and in a way I suppose, I still show favor to Ryan over Joe.
I know why I do, but gees! I'm such a brat.
man, I was BRATTY.

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 19:50:02 GMT

.......I stayed home from school.......

Back from the ellys folks!

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 06:33:57 GMT

My night in "quick mode":
I love my dress!
Mego won, David won, and Jeremy (who was not there) won.Oh-!, and Stuart as well. a bundle of others were there as well, but that' erin's job to post;) I love you honey!
I did a fine job of losing allen and me on our way back home-sorry dear. Although it IS payback for nearly getting me into a head-on death trap! :D
I smell really really good. somebody must have had really nice perfume on who I hugged. I thank you whoever you are!!
I'm not as bouncy as my writing may come off though...it's kind of depressing in my house. you walk in and BAM-depression truck hits you fully.
Now, if you walk into my gram's bedroom, there's no words. depression...just wont cover it. you walk into that room and the world ends.
Funny, I am amazingly happy though. I have wonderful friends and that just makes everything dandy.
--wooooow I smell good! I'm going to be in bliss in a moment! WOOOW!!!you know what else is cool? I dont have homework. I never do for monday classes.
OH! Kate won also! I havent seen her in a while!!
and DAMN--I smell GOOD!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 20:24:22 GMT

OH YES YES YES!
I got a dress!
AND I bought an extra one, cause my mommy rocks so hard!
AND I got shoes! and an evening wrap!
...I actually didnt want to spend money this time, but my DARLING mother had to have the best.
I'm seriously floating on a cloud right now! if ANYTHING bad happens SOMEONE will PAY! I'm sooo happy!! happy happy! I cant wait to see my muffie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow, can you tell that I'm HAPPY?!

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 06:01:04 GMT

I've been suckered into going to the Ellys.

::many many blood vessels pop inside my brain::

GAH! I need something to wear!!
My father is calling at 10-10:30am, so I need to be home, then I need to shop.
What am I gonna do with this CRAP I call hair?
nails are (thankfully) fine.
ohhh if one breaks, I'll....I'll BREAK.
I'm so ugly! I need like a gazillion things of make-up, which wont actually happen since I hate the stuff.
I'll need shoes to match my dress.
I want blue dress, and where the hell am I gonna find THOSE shoes?!

---....I'm such a girl.

it was my mom's birthday today.-it went well

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 02:59:56 GMT

sorry, I just dont have the energy for a post on my oh-so-wonderful life.

we're nasty kids.

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 07:10:45 GMT

Cheshirecatspawn [12:09 AM]: you can too! I don't know if it's ever happend, but it could
R00FT0PGAL [12:10 AM]: NO YOU CANT! a guy's dick needs to be hard(screw formality) and to get that way he needs to be turned on!
R00FT0PGAL [12:10 AM]: ruling out "rape" and bringing in "fucking"

Qhad to stick his two cents in!

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 07:08:51 GMT

Cheshirecatspawn [12:07 AM]: lol, guys can too get raped. For one, they can be butt raped. For too, they can be forced to have sex! it would happen!
R00FT0PGAL [12:08 AM]: ok, they can be ass raped. but not by a woman!
R00FT0PGAL [12:08 AM]: or a natural one at that

it was random. and fun. and I'm random and scary tonight. let's add FUN

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 07:01:08 GMT

Cheshirecatspawn [11:57 PM]: jsut cause people are cruel. Why would Q ever want to be 182?
R00FT0PGAL [11:58 PM]: lol! I'm gonna live till 90. bah
Cheshirecatspawn [11:58 PM]: that's good. You'll have haliee's babys so you'll have a reason to live that long
R00FT0PGAL [12:00 AM]: LOL! why aint she having MY babies? oh wait...no no! I'll have hers! making her the male in the relationship!!

jUju on "why guys cannot be raped"

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 06:59:36 GMT

If a man were to be properly raped, he'd need an erection. To acquire such a thing, he'd need to be excited. If he were excited, he wouldnt be screaming "stop you evil thing. I dont want it. NO" Therefor, it'd be two people (or more if you're into "gang rape") having mad sex.

::stares at Q::
Cinsy backs me up dammit.
We insomniacs are so damn smart.

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 06:48:32 GMT

oh PLEASE go fuck a fence.
but dont forget to tip the moss. otherwise it'll never face WEST again. you stupid sugarwisher!

"fuck me blind through the ear with a horse if you please."-yours truly

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 06:41:45 GMT

moo.

I love it!

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 06:04:46 GMT

Q is the one I love.
Justin is the one I like, but it cant work out.
Muffie is the one I care most about.
Cinsy knows me best.
Hailee is my lucky star.
"Girls just wanna have fun" shows my mind best.
"Like a prayer" tells what I feel about life.
"My boyfriend's back" matches Q.

oh dear, I may be stuck here on this page ALL NIGHT.
I'm not going to correct any of these except for dear Justin, really. NO. the kid amuses me, that's all. even if I did like him though, it wouldnt work out. So it does work in a twisted sense.

OH! this was the quiz which was on allen's journal.
I havent gone nuts, yet. ;)

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 21:40:13 GMT

we all love my new icon, I know. It's fantabulous.

I woke up at 7am, then 12pm. then viXy called. I canceled on her. she had me cancel on kat for her. I went back to sleep. I'm now up. and I have nothing to do until later on this evening.

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 04:33:07 GMT

scratch the last entry! THE ROOM IS SPINNING!!
hahahahaha, I actually find it amusing. and NO, I'm not drunk or on pills.
my room is simply spinning.
hehehee

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 04:31:55 GMT

mari told me to stop being unhealthy...grr.

LoL.
okay, I do feel a million smiles better, so I just might. That is, until an algebra quiz or something...then again, one COULD say I feel better because of the sherry, but I know that just isnt true.

I'm off to hold my mommy

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 00:18:40 GMT

Q) What is Dilaudid?

A) Dilaudid is an analgesic narcotic with an addiction liability similar to that of morphine. It is apparent within 15 minutes and remains in effect for more than 5 hours. Dilaudid is approximately 8 times more potent on a milligram basis than morphine. Often called "drug store heroin" on the streets.

damn...I told a girl in my class today that it lasted 5 hrs...I didnt really know that I was answering her...at least I was right, lol.

well...I've been...yeah, I dont wanna go there either.

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 00:12:45 GMT

I went to english class on Dilaudid. Fell totally asleep. front of the class too. (it's okay though, some other kids did too. though I doubt they were drugged) went to algebra. the stoner next to me wants to know where I got my Dilaudid. I laughed.

I just poured some sherry on some grapes, and ate them. This being done AFTER I drank some sherry mixed with OJ, AFTER I drank some sherry out of the bottle.

and lucille just told me I could always talk to her for anything...it made me feel bad about taking some of her vicadin...but only for a second.

my uncle yelled at me for spraying ants, saying I'll make gram more sick. I said "they needed taking care of, sorry" (SWEETLY) and he was all "god dammit! dont argue with me..blah blah" so I said "hey! respect me and I will you. no yelling. no cussing. SORRY"
that just pissed me off.
gram is throwing up too much, so we're going to put her on this tank thingy to keep her asleep until she dies. 6 weeks without, the nurse said...to live.
I just watched Unlawful Entry...interesting...I FF a LOT. kinda dragged out in some places.
but I kept falling asleep so it doesnt matter.
vixy wants her, me, kat, and hailee to hang tomorrow. I should actually call hailee to see what's she's doing.
but right now I'm too busy being unhealthy at a young age.

6 weeks. 6, the nurse said.

Thu, 25 Sep 2003 02:44:57 GMT

I hate myself and I want to die.

^taken from "Prozac Nation" chapter one; the title of chapter one to be exact.

"she should be on prozac"-mr.C(talking about Lydia, in "The Birds")

-English. Review sheet.
-Algebra. 51 problems? something like that...like I'll ever do it.
-English. 4 reading reports. I might do them.
-or I just might lay down and ask where the hell that bus is.

I'm going to bed...they woke me up, they made me eat. I dont want to chew. I DONT WANT TO SWALLOW. I DONT CARE.

((I'm gonna pull a mana))

Bus?

here's my REAL update for today.

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 22:34:16 GMT

earlier, mana and I sounded like we were talking about sex toys (I just read it over). well, we werent.
Film killed me. Creature of the Black Lagoon. killed me.
Gram has been asking for me all day. I'm angry that someone didnt take me out of school.
Justin hit me incredibly hard. But I was dead, so I dont care.
I fell asleep at 5am.
I got up at 7:30am, the time I usually walk out the door.
I got to school at 8:30 and said(to the office woman)(deadpan): I have no excuse. my name is julia. I'm in 9th.
and she stared at me like "what's WRONG with you child? sure, you dont like school, but whoa!"
I looked stoned. BIG BLACK circles under my eyes. I didnt talk, just mumbled.
and I'm highly upset that I didnt get hit by a bus. Perhaps if I stand in the street?

"I'm not going to hold your hand across the economics parking lot"

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 19:26:45 GMT

Yahaha! This is MAAAAAAAAAAAAANA, hijacking jew-lee-uh's journal.

Hi smelly.

Juju is in *MY* instructional lab! WHEE! I feel preeeeeeeeetty!

Okay, now jUju is typing. I wish a bus would hit me. that is all.

Mana again: I showed julia my TOY. It's GREAT. I love it.

jUju is here once more. her TOY is awsome. like some of my old ones....gah. hehehee.

Megann is too tired to comment.

Everyone is dying!!!-jUju

I DON'T HAVE AIDS!--Mana

GOOD!!!-jUju

"I would have been REALLY pissed off... 'Why the FUCK did I save YOUR life?!?'"--Mana, on the subject of AIDS

"we're fucked kids. but we love ourselves!"-jUju

"Yah, we love each other more. (and our kickass toys)"--mana

"ohhh SO kickass toys. yum yum...I mean-NO"-jUju

"I prefer my shiny pink one (with GLITTER)... but yeah, I don't carry it with me; it A. Attracts attention and B. Was a gift from Nathan"--Mana

"dirrrty girl. glittler? pink? I WANT! for my brithday? blue? glitter? pleaaaase??"-jUju

"I'll get you one as soon as you have a brithday"--mana

"you'd better ho"-jUju

"It's not ho, it's 'ho'. 'ho'."--mana

"oh no you DIDNT! come on beotch"-jUju

"How to YOU pronounce the "didn't"?"--mana

Juju makes shameful noise

"not shameful,ugly, but ghetto. there's...wait..there's no difference"-jUju

"I can't ever recall using the phrase "Ghetto"... or saying "didn't" like you just DID."--mana

"::raises middle finger::, smiling sweetly"-jUju

"::sign language for wait:: Fuck you."--mana

"oh rellah now? well fuck you buddy"-jUju

"You are SO not my type. I like 'em tall"--mana

"did you just mock my short-ful-ness-y? you bitch. you'd so do me. and I do NOT have fake boobs. they're real. SEE?!"-jUju

"Mrs. Jones has vital info to impart to MEEE"--mana

"Isnt that miss Beckman?"-jUju

"She got hitched. It's Mrs. Beckmann-Jones now"--mana

"when? over the effin WEEKEND?"-jUju

"Nope... the summer before last."--mana

"so why do some teachers still call her B.?"-jUju

"Cause they are fucktards"--mana

"oohhh. I get it now"-jUju

"it's pretty fucking simple, jew-lee-uh"--mana

"yes it is. ho."-jUju

"Ooooh, you make me ANGRY. It's 'ho', 'HO'."--mana

"whatever. you beotch-in ho."-jUju

"I'm not typing to you any longer. 'ho'"--mana

"k, compulsive. I gotta get out of here anyhow...class is starting"-jUju

"I love you."--mana

"I love you too dearie. I think I'll wait till she stops yakking though"-jUju

"yakking... in which sense? (in the BIBLICAL sense?!?)"--mana

"Mana....go to confession."-jUju

"It's not very fun without the boy"--mana

"did you almost type a "Z"? I'm not even going to touch that one. bring along nathan, slut-bucket. jesus hates you."-jUju

"::taking the high road::

'ho'"--mana

""she isnt DONE yet? shit man! I wanna go!"-jUju

"..."-mana

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 06:27:22 GMT

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